It don't like to think of the future, it comes soon enough

As you may or may not, if your blind, noticed. My weight has rocketed over the past year. I have put on 5 stone in 2 years. Which is a fuckin lot. I'm 21 and won't take a photograph from the neck down. I almost cry everytime I pick a shirt out of my closet. In the past 5 years I've went from an XS to an XL. I've definitely avoided the situation and made jokes about it, secretly hoping it would sort itself out, until now. I really want this and I think it's a pretty good time do something about it before it goes to far.
I want to go travelling next year and don't want to have to think about where a camera is pointing. I want to be comfortable. I understand all the health benefits too, but I'm doing this for no other reason than vanity. That and I want to be able to fit into the clothes I've spent fucking 1000's of pounds on. I'm pretty sure I'm ready to do this and there's no better time than right now. I can cook, I like eating healthily and I have a gym membership. There's no excuses anymore. It's going to be a long ass journey, but I invite you to accompany me. I'll write lots of stuff up here, probably a lot of pissed off posting but a lot of stuff I'm doing to sort this out too, which probably won't be overly interesting but we don't write these things for anyone else, well I don't anyway.




Here's a picture I took of a couple of lemurs chilling out, enjoy the cute little fuckers. I do.

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